now

current overarching focuses and feelings really. or maybe just what i'm up to!
as per nownownow.

last updated: apr 22 2024

(used to have this sorted by days/weeks/months/years haha)

current to-do for my site (in my phone memo)

links page maintenance
- sort more granularly
picrews ~~maintenance~~ (done for the time being) and maybe additions
observation 002, maybe from the insta archives still
creations branch adjustments
- archival section for pixel emotes i used to make and upload to deviantart?
- emoji edits descriptions, coding tweaks, additions
heading tweaks (maybe?)
oliponders adjustments
- add the sc flips-of-oli list somewhere and bring out personal favs of it
try make smile style cursor somehow show up on mobile (prolly need to do some js magick)
little page or some such off the smilezine asterisks-and-lines doodle, incorporating lil specific moments the song may have accompanied me in or made me think of
localize the initial lastfm link in smilezine (before lastfm made it so u have to be logged in to view anyone's non-alltime stats), as a little within-page pop-up thing
make the ouch style More Terrible colours-wise. maybe migrate away from the outset bordering a bit?
tweak hr/hrlite styling so it'd adopt the seasonal colours within seasonal <details> entities

physical existence

miniorchid status: 6 blooms up (4 + 2 + 1), 11 spent
slowly reading books borrowed from the library, currently got 3 at hand and 1 finished one to return (still)
mundaneity of work, peak season is well on, pretty busy on farmers market times
spring seems to be here - but currently pretty chilly still
want to go through my belongings, see what to give away, what to tinker with...
occasional meeting with some friend or other irl - glad about that

backed up and mostly sorted out my 2024 pics to date. want to clear out some in my phone pics folder...
want to try contain my online existence more to my laptop again. discord is the main offender, don't like how my time sinks there sometimes. the struggles of simultaneously being introversion-inclined (defo do recharge more when alone) and mildly lonely
want to sort thru and clean out my files as well...

ambiently frustrated by the current state of things in the world, while having to deal with the mundane everyday
oli xl special interest undercurrent strong as ever, though the actual listening ebbs and flows, as per my last.fm (though it doesn't catch whenever i might be listening to either of the possible lick-the-lens-era unreleased tune recordings ive got from across his dj sets haha) - and at the moment in a big ebb with discovering new music. non-scrobblingly looping something of the deeply unreleased olirealm (either the aforementioned or his own remixes of other tunes) on frequent occasion currently

workin at a gardening supplies shop since '21, after dropping out of uni in '20, don't care about academia enough to return to such to any degree... might want something less peoplefaced as job in future tho, but this works ok for now
still living with my parents (did live mostly apart during hs and uni), saving up for eventual move-out, but right now this mostly hinges on my senior cat, and the current config is best for her availability-of-people-wise