now
current overarching focuses and feelings really. or maybe just what i'm up to!
as per nownownow.
last updated: dec 20 2024
sometimes spout things more on the go on my thoughts.page
current to-do for my site
- links page: maintenance
- links page: go thru all the personal sites, maybe sort into those i more actively (want to) look at [would be rather few cos of my limited energytime...] and the rest -> [oct13] process underway
- picrews page: maintenance (last on aug 8 '24) and maybe additions
- smilepage: decorative "binding" for the "page" pairs?
- uses section: update the pic of the case collage of my phone
- general: ponder about cuter link embeds - maybe?
- smilepage: sticky video embed toggle - maybe?
- links page: maybe just sort of pile links per date of piling on occasion
archive of done bits of the to-do
oliponders: some kinda 'if i can be serious and honest with u for a sec' section in fanbeing pondrances[dec] doneoliponders: add list of stray songs into the scratches-similar-itches bit? or dismantle the section altogether[dec] moved the sectionfor the winter: snowfall script toggle[dec 03ish] donesmilepage: caringly play around with thoughts for this year's big round ^-^[nov29] done n deployed :-Ddetails script: do i need it on the site (or at least in notebook)? ponder about it.[oct20] removed from notebook, for now at leastnotebook: move all the images into notebook folder (some are currently in journal folder)[oct13] donemainstyle: cute cursors for this one too[oct10] done :-)oliponders: adjacent heartwarmth 4 'smile[oct8] initiated i supposesmilepage: experiment w if i can pull off some interactive img[oct6] i could!! :-osmilestyle: more distinct pointer cursor[oct4] done and rlly happy with it <3observations: float the numberings someplace[oct3] done!
self
general
- busy with the everyday...
- occasional meeting with some friend or other irl - glad about that
- ebb and flow with checking new music. the backlogs have been getting attention sometimes, barely listen to anything on my own volition other times.
- oli xl special interest undercurrent strong as ever, stupidly-or-not enough, though ebb and flow in there too
specific
- still been feeling sad and tired a lot lately, now with a cough, hoping it subsides soon...
- 3 books from the library
surroundings
- weather has become slop
- miniorchid status: 14 blooms open (6 + 8), more otw!!! and 1 spent
- history: mid-oct: 1 open; nov 5: 3 open; nov 10: 6 open; dec 5: 15 open
- the small quiet everyday in hereabouts...
longterm contexts
- world is and continues to be fucked up. goof-ass duality, both pain and beauty, and i barely know how to hold both at the same time
- workin at a gardening supplies shop, as a uni dropout, don't care about academia enough to return to such to any degree. might want something less peoplefaced as job in future tho, but this works ok for now
- still living with my parents (did live mostly apart during hs and uni), saving up for eventual move-out, i feel like a wind-up toy being held in place. things mostly hinge on my senior cat, but i'm lowkey starting to lose my mind so i might try move out sooner than...